xgunsandfashion

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-08-06T02:02:00

2005-08-06T06:02:20Z

New Livejournal.
I'll add you if you ask.

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-08-02T14:28:00

2005-08-02T18:32:59Z

I'm Emily.
I'm a Christian,
and I love my relationship with God.
I get attached really easily.
I have lots of secrets, that no one knows.
I love the high I get when at church camp,
and I hate that I let it go away when I return home.
I don't like meeting people, it makes me nervous,
so I cross my arms.
I've met alot of new friends in Georgia,
they seem to be nice, but I'm scared to trust them.
Not alot of people know I have this live journal.
I used to be really good at lying,
but now I tell you if I just said a lie.
I don't smoke, or drink.
I don't want to have sex before marriage.
I don't care if you do or don't.
I have read all Harry Potters 11 times,
except for the new one.
I'm at my grandparents house.
My father is in New York working.
He has been gone for like a month now.
I have too many sisters,
and a brother, and two brother in laws.
My brother in law Lauren is weird.
He studies cults.
I call him weird, and tell him to shut up.
Everyone thinks I'm the weird one in the family.
When actually I'm the only one close to normal.
I like being outside at night time,
even though it's kind of scary.
I'm always afraid I'm going to get shot.
I dance in my room in my underwear and a t-shirt.
I sing really loud and out of tune.
If I know the song I'm going to sing it.
Even if I hate it.
That's a habbit I hate.
This is the end.
It was pointless.

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-08-01T01:28:00

2005-08-01T05:28:50Z

I like Georgia alot.
I've met awesome people who make me smile.
New friends are always good, but old friends are good too.

My best friend is coming here to visit!
She is coming on Wednesday, and I couldn't be happier.
I've missed her like crazy.
We used to try to go to sleep,
and she'd put her cold feet on me.
I hated it, but I miss it now.
I just miss her through and through.

I haven't talked to my father lately.
So I'm not sure when he is coming home. =[

I've been thinking like nonstop since I got here.
I feel... "out of my comfort zone" with God.
Because I'm not used to the churches here,
I'm not used to the enviroment.
I don't want that to effect my relationship with him.
I don't want that to change anything.
This has to become my new comfort zone.
I have to remember not to care what people think.
At home I worshipped God openly, and danced when I would
worship. I shouldn't let an enviroment change, change that.
But it's going to be hard.
But I'll get used to it.

I hate crushes.
I had one at home but that ended.
I hate getting my hopes up also.

I'm in love with the sky,
and taking pictures of it.

Okay, this is too long.
The end.
<3

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-07-19T16:18:00

2005-07-19T20:18:37Z

So I ended up not going to Mexico.
I moved to Georgia about two days ago.
My dad should be here on Sunday.
I miss everyone from home.
=[

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-07-07T09:24:00

2005-07-07T14:25:12Z

Im leaving for a mission trip on the 16th.
Im really excited about it, about the whole experience.
God has blessed me with such amazing people.
I love them.

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-06-12T22:45:00

2005-06-13T02:46:37Z

I went to a new church camp.

I've realized what God wants me to do.
What I need to change things, I change them.
When I need to do/say things, I do/say them.
When I lie, I confess.
When I mess up, I remember next time.

I love faith.
I love trust.
I love God.
I love you.

<333

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-05-19T11:29:00

2005-05-19T16:11:42Z

I think it's about time for an update.
Well... where do I even start?

I'm on the most amazing level with God.
I've never been this close to Him.
I've never completely trusted Him until now.
I'm amazed. He's amazing.

I found a guy, who is so in love with Jesus.
But... I don't want to like Him.
I don't want to go back to what I was.
Lies are just a bunch of sins.
I don't want that.

Last night was amazing.
God is amazing.

Have an amazing day.
Remember. Jesus loves you.
<3

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-04-21T11:33:00

2005-04-21T16:25:06Z

I got my hair cut.
I look like a little asian boy.

Last night church was...
hmm... VERY emotional.
Im fixing things... again.

I got my cell phone back.
It doesn't feel like it's mine.
Their is so many peoples numbers in there,
that I had to take out.
It was odd.

I hope all is well.
<3

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-04-13T11:38:00

2005-04-13T16:28:20Z

My grandpa died.
My dog is pregnant.
He didnt even recognize my voice.
Guess what? I hate this.
KTHANX!
Have a nice day.

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-04-04T17:06:00

2005-04-04T22:10:26Z

I really like when people amaze me.
It may not take a lot, but it means a whole lot.
I met an amazing boy, and he's coming to see me tonight.

I miss Miss. Puckett a whole freaking lot.
I haven't seen her in 2435354355756432 years.
Okay, maybe not, but it sure feels like it.
I want to see her over spring break.

It's spring break.
It's about time too.

Now I am going to go.
Tell me how your day was.
Tell me a story.

I love you.<3

xgunsandfashion @ 2005-03-28T02:25:00

2005-03-28T08:25:47Z

Easter sucked.
But Jesus still rules.
<3

good day to you sir.

2005-03-10T13:26:28Z

Today will be great, because Im willing to make it that way.
I woke up with the sun shining down on my blankets, but not on my face.
I wasn't cold, and I wasn't hot. I was content with everything right then.
I got up to find my dad still here, and I got to say goodbye to him.
But most of all, it felt right with God. I got down on my knees and prayed.
Things are better, and I love it. I broke last night, and I love it.
I told Him, I'd rather die then go another second without you.
...I'm living, and I'm living for Him.

That one boy leaves me messages in the morning that make me smile and giggle.
I'm so glad I'm completely happy with everything right now.

I love you.
love Him.

His Daughter,
Emma Leigh